I do not know this word "can't", I constantly empower myself and find time to complete my tasks. I am free, this is all going towards a life with you. I must remember that life is so very short so I would like to spend as much time as possible staying calm with you and knowing that if life can give me this it can give me everything. I am a bright, focused young seventeen year old. I can figure things out for myself. I can carve out time for myself and to feel whole and not frustrated. I know that I will enjoy this year, because I have spent too much of the last year worrying about my self-worth and whether I can accomplish things, to the point where it inhibited my accomplishing things. So I have stopped being silly as of this moment, and will stand up straight and realize that I will not die if I do not check Facebook every five minutes. I have returned to the things that I love. I understand that I need time to be alone. I am fully capable of working through anything and everything, breaking things down until I am their conqueror. I am in complete control. This is everything I am. Calm, complete, with an unshakeable inner peace and resilience. I give myself good pep talks.