I just watched Carrie in full for the first time; other times I was too chicken ahaha. but anyway. I liked it, I really did. I thought Carrie was beautiful and spent most of the time wanting to give her a hug. It was such raw, emotional talent from Sissy Spacek, probably the best acting I've ever seen. This is why I like to pick out loners. poor carrie. she's my hero. I know that may be odd, but it's feels true.

I've been thinking alot. *DO NOT MAKE A CRACK ABOUT HOW IT IS RARE. LOL I SAY THAT TO PEOPLE ALL THE TIME.*

i was watching e! and it made me contemplate that whole "be an actress, live in the spotlight" thing. no privacy, and the only people you can associate with are the ones that are in the business, because normal people don't want that kind of publicity unless you're paris hilton.

but then i go and sing and dance to hsm *SHUT UP LMAO I ENJOYED MYSELF... AND I WASN'T ALONE EITHER! YEAH OTHER PEOPLE STILL DO THAT* and love it and get really confused. i feel like i have to decide soon too, life is passing by too fast without anything worthwhile... Before you know it, another fourteen years will be gone...

Yeah okay enough self pity...

So, I'm convinced my tempur pillow has magical properties. Also, when I think about something alot before i go to bed and then eat a digestive biscuit i WILL dream about it. CALL ME CRAZY BUT IT'S TRUE.

i have really interesting dreams. they go on forever.