My average is exactly 72%. cool. better than before by QUITE a bit. but will my family be happy? nope i'm just the little failure who is not to be taken seriously, who is a spoiled brat that listens to demonic music.

anyway, watched blades of glory today with tazkiah, cat, justine, and ramona. it was amuuuusing. they did the SCISSOR SISTERS MOVE. HELL YEAH. but you know something? JON HEDER IS LIKE, SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CYOOT?!?!?!!
I was like squealing to cat throughout the whole movie. "OMGOMGOMG HE'S SOOO CUTEE!!!" and and i also went "omg. SO MUCH LIKE CODY FROM TSL (SUITE LIFE) SO SO SO MUCH LIKE CODY IT'S SCARY. EVEN THE BUCK TEETH." yeppp jon heder is an adorable-ass dude. can't believe he's friggin 30. want. to. give. him. hug.

OHOHOH. when we were at candy empire we saw cat and nadia's "GOTH TEA GIRL". i just call her tea girl. she's soo skinny and long black clothes and boots and dark makeup and pale skin. but she's quite pretty. i wanted to give her a hug really badly. the tea story was btw: she was talking to her mom and went "i don't eat. i only drink tea" *sips* LMAO

but yeah. she reminded me of this asia argento picture which i adore.



I GOT 32 HELL YES IM A PARANOID BITCH. i double encrypt my computer, break that. HAHA.


If you get 30 or more you're PARANOID!

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any
are dummies who want people
to think they are tough stuff. [yeah the quiz came like this i didnt edit it. LMAO.]

I Fear...

[x] the dark [well, it's only the fact that i can't see that scares me, not any hidden bogeymen.]
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] black cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[at times] spiders
[/ depends who's driving] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[at times] fire
[x] deep water
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[] clowns
[x] large crowds
[at times] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibility
[] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs if they were alive
[] the welcome mat