Ello, exams over, marie is guh-lad. i know that i could've done better, but i'm not complaining, because you know what everyone?

ONE EXAM IS NOT GOING TO DETERMINE HOW THE REST OF YOUR LIFE GOES.

yeah, of course it's okay to feel sad, but you know, when everyone cries or thinks their life is over...

just because we have a CRAP SCHOOL SYSTEM THAT HAS TO BE SO FUCKING COMPETITIVE AND MAKE 12 YEAR OLD KIDS COMMIT SUICIDE, doesn't mean that you have to go along with it.

i mean, come on. you could have different smarts, or maybe you just don't perform well under pressure. Exams are stupid, they're for one type of person and one type only: the ones that are able to sit down for four hours a day and toil away in front of a textbook, or rarely, you could just be talented enough to get by without doing anything.

I hate to see people cry and feel like they are a worthless piece of shit just because of an EXAM.

you want something, you go work for it. but to have to remember everything in the space of 1h 15min?

I vote n-o.

Fucking thing. we should all just do coursework. BUT INDIVIDUAL COURSEWORK, CUZ I AIN'T WORKING WITH FREELOADERS NO MORE DAMNIT. I'M NOT GONNA PULL THOSE FUCKING BIMBOS UP TO AN A1 JUST BECAUSE THEY SAT THROUGH THE LESSON TALKING ABOUT FUCKING NAIL POLISH, WHILE I SCREWED MYSELF OVER DOING THE WORK OF FOUR PEOPLE.

i'm in a swearing mood, can you tell?

I suddenly feel angry. Today we went to see 200 Pounds Beauty which i thought would just be some bimbotic show, but surprisingly it was good. And so true. I MEAN, PEOPLE WHO AREN'T GREAT LOOKING ON THE OUTSIDE FUCKING GET OVERLOOKED ALL THE TIME, JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T FIT IN WITH YOUR FUCKING IDEA OF BEAUTIFUL, NO MATTER HOW MUCH MORE WONDERFUL THEY ARE ON THE INSIDE COMPARED TO YOU, YOU SHALLOW, UGLY (YES I SAY THAT AND I MEAN IT), SAD EXCUSE FOR A PERSON. THESE PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS THE ONES WHO HAVE MORE TALENT THAN YOU DO IN YOUR LITTLE FINGER, BUT JUST BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE THE FACE OR BODY THAT WILL ROT AWAY WITH AGE ANYWAY, YOU DECIDE TO PUT THEM IN A LITTLE HIDDEN CORNER.

WELL SCREW YOU, SOCIETY AND WHATEVER SHIT YOU CALL IT, THE PEOPLE THAT REJECTED MIKA BECUSE HE WAS TOO DIFFERENT, THE SOCIETY THAT HAS REJECTED OR REPRESSED ALL OF US IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER.

maybe, just maybe, that's why i dont pull my socks down.

i'm still hella angry. i was really emotional this afternoon, but now i'm just pissed. goddamnit, why does everyone have to be such a DRONE / SUPREMACIST?

ugh. i'm disgusted.