Okay, Geesus, I think my brain is trying to tell me something when I dream about Billiam four days in a row.

What its trying to tell me though, I'm not entirely sure of.

Anyhoo. Dream went like this: TAI came to Singapore. Marie was in random McThingy likened to Singapore Idol -.- Why I was there I'll never know, since I recall no singing/competition going on. TAI had concert, performed, was rad. After concert, Bill came down to the bar and sat next to me =DDD and (I actually woke up describing his outfit) was looking pretty damn good in a cranberry red V neck cashmere sweater, tight leather pants (why is he ALWAYS in leather pants) and this somewhat gay matching red scarf wound/thrown across his shoulder and around his neck.

He bought me a lemonade, and he was really nice. I remember he said something important to me, though what I can't quite remember. I do recall feeling really good about myself though, but knowing I would just be another fan =( which sucked greatly.

And then... For the big finale, TAI, random competitors and I got up on stage and sang and danced to We're All In This Together, which did not go very well considering I forgot the dance steps and knocked some people over.

I forgot the rest of the dream.


I have gotten very angry, not to mention sad. You can't be anything in this world any longer. Let's go back. I don't like it here, the Earth is trapping me. Freedom, freedom, freedom. Everyone's watching you. So be afraid to say it.

It even has to be a footnote.