Updating after godonlyknowshowlong.

sooo i just got back from my mentorship meeting. feeling ~capworthy due to recent creative unblockedness, read healing silence for the gabilliamth time and whoever ashish is i r your fan. to think that people my age can come up with such beautiful, original works just blows my mind. also simultaneously watched the race ep of tyra because my tv was on that channel. and now idk how to get back the scv channel. nabeh.

well i'm completely tempted to post up my emoshit poems and tell you how i'm REALLY feeling about life and certain people, but nobody (here) would want to read that shit anyway, so why bother.

i'm so angry about this and i can't even tell you what it is. that says far more than it should about us.

ahhh cashie needs to come online and save me from myself. i love my tater munch. *digs out cassie appreciation letter*

one of these days, i'm just going to stay up all night and dance for the hell of it.

I'm feeling the carb withdrawal rn. I NOW KNOW WHY PEOPLE RLY EAT RICE. IT'S BECAUSE IT MOPS UP THE OIL. wtebs. IT MUST BE DONE. i actually feel a lot less bloated. yay me. now i have to conquer that whole exercise thing instead of just crapping around being an angsty capper with my word and textedit documents.

You'll never change, least of all for me. I don't expect you to, and I don't think I want you to.

excuse this post sounding like half the sentences came out of (my) angsty ~poetry.