I'm sorry.

I don't know why, I'm just sorry.

For A, for J, for C, for all the people I don't know anymore.


Watched transformers- Loved it. didn't think I would, though it does have shia. You know why? Because it took me to another world instantly. -though, i really hate mikaela. sam deserves better, i don't care how sexy she is.- this is what movies are all about. transporting and restoring little bits of faith.

Real life is so disappointing and messed up.

All your heroes disappoint you, or don't exist, friends drift away, things you thought that mattered didn't at all, even.

You end up being stuck in a room full of crap, trying to cling on to your childhood, because you're sentimental to the point of idiocy/obsession.

"It's only dreams that keep us going, throughout this mortal life."


I'm also sorry for being so fake at school.


Well, perk up and smile, because you interact with human form tomorrow. And we'll never talk about this, because we don't talk about this. Because it makes things stupid and awkward.

So we can't, and we won't.