OKAY. EVEN THOUGH I SAW BACK TO BACK SHIA GOODNESS AND HAD A SHIA DREAM, I AM STILL VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED.

WHY DIDN'T I GO SEE TAI AT THE AIRPORT!!!!! WHYYYYYYY DID I NOT KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! DAAAAAAMNIT!!!!!!

but i'll only kill myself after cassie calls me and lets me hear tai's set.

THEN IMMA JUMP OFF THE HIGHEST DAMN POINT IN FORT CANNING.


SO UNLESS YOU KNOW WHEN THEY'RE LEAVING SO I HAVE ONE LAST CHANCE TO STALK THEM...


damn the world. LIFE SUCKS LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER!

GOING TO BANG HEAD ON TABLE NOW.


REALLY REALLY HARD.