I graduated from Stanford today.

Bittersweet.

I'm going miss everything and everyone so much. Especially James. HOW CAN YOU LEAVE US, NICEST MAN EVER TO WALK THE PLANET?



I'm going to treasure this for the rest of my life.

I'm depressed, can't do anything about it. All good things come to end?

James needs a fansite.

I emceed. For it, got a stanford mug which I will treasure forever for undergoing trauma. Read my book poem which was a little lame. I miss the beautiful library and the courtyard and the fountains.

Everything.


I got an edusave scholarship. I couldn't believe it. I saw it on the table and thought it was for my brother and i was like joking "its actually for me" and then i looked at it and then i saw it actually WAS for me and i fucking freaked out. I just kept repeating "It has my name on it" and "But the top 10%!" "Yeah, not me! I don't get these things!"


Cassandra Sim Hui Zhen, I love you eternally. YOU, keep me alive. Nobody without the heart of a saint could listen to all my shit and complaining and randomness and still love me.



How much do you love me, how much do you care? How much do you need me, when I'm not there? How much do you love me, how much do you care? How much do you miss me, when I'm not there?