I wake up in the early afternoon and wonder if anything matters beyond the last time you missed me.

ugh ugh ugh i feel so avril lavigne unwanted.

go away, feelings. I don't want you. I'm sure you don't want me either.


Please don't let me fail my exams. Again. Please. I need to fucking do something. I need to stop whining and just take it back. Take it all the fuck back.

Nobody blogs anymore. Or prolly just don't want me to read it. I fucking hate you people. Friends indeed.

I hate this school this country and all the fucks in it. I hate life i hate life i hate life you disgust me.


This is a typical sunday mood. and since I ate at swensen's yesterday and i ate like a crisscut fry and ice cream and i now have to pay for it by not baking like, oh ever. which is the one thing that calms me down.

I need to fucking go ride my bike fly a kite i don't know.

Fucking hell i want to eat mashed potatoes, french fries and a shitload of ice cream. RIGHT FUCKING NOW OMG. at least i don't want apple juice.


I need someone to turn my life around D:

Just when I thought I was getting it together.