Also, fuck. I really wish people would stop tweeting about the various parties they are going to. Yeah. I'm never going to go to a Halloween party with you guys. Yeah. I'm never quite going to be in the circle. Yeah I'm just fucking alone and crazy with my own fucking thoughts why the fuck am I here

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK

I think at the end of each month I should take stock of how much I want to commit suicide. How about if I reach enough septendecillions I just do it?