note before post: Merlynspen is an excellent site. Read it, embrace it, feel the uniqueness.

http://www.merlynspen.org/stuff/contentmgr/files/10a9f67a4db32c178a293c30cafa3940/read/ann.3.p.3.pdf

that is just golden.


Hello. I'm nearly back, I'm in the Lanesborough in London, I'm not ready to go back though I'm dying to see everyone, I feel singing deprived because my family is around and I can't randomly burst into song [I have a complex about singing in front of them, don't ask me...], I'm fuck hungry, and I have my own name card printed specially by the hotel. =)

You know. There are tons of adorable guys in england, right? Like I told ash. [especially that CUUUUTE guy at the fast food place who looked like some movie star whose name i cant for the life of me place] BUT. BUT. There is a DOWNSIDE. All the girls around our age are GORGEOUS. I have not seen A SINGLE UGLY ONE. AT ALL. and they're all drop dead skinny.

And I put on one kg damnit. AND NAPFA IS COMING. HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MY 2.4 HUH?!

Okay. enough of this.

Meh my trip was good [I got lots of good late-night writing in =) How productive. ALSO I DROVE MY OWN BOAT!!!], although my family got on my nerves ALOT. LIKE ALOT. Aye my brother's ego is skyyyyyyy high. And of course, I'm just a worthless fourteen year old who hasn't started A Math and doesn't have a job. *refer down.

Okay I'll put the less rant-ish stuff in front, so no one who doesn't want to read it doesn't have to.

Everyone seems to be having the holiday blues. I hope you guys all cheer up soon, you'll feel more productive when school rolls around and we -ugh- have to use our left brains again. I'm screwed already.

-ah here's the rant-
FIRST OF ALL, NOBODY WOULD FUCKING HIRE ME UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO GO WORK AT MICKEY DEE'S, OKAY?! AND SECONDLY. IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THEY DON'T TEACH A MATH YET, OKAY? I'M SORRY, WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 14? CRAPPING AROUND WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND AND FALLING INTO SEWAGE HOLES AND BREAKING YOUR FUCKING COLLARBONE!!!!

Guess what, I STARTED WATCHING THE WEST WING AT A YOUNGER AGE THAN YOU. I DON'T CARE ABOUT WINNING STUPID SOCCER TROPHIES, BECAUSE I DON'T WISH TO BE ONE OF 22 MORONS RUNNING AROUND A FIELD AFTER A CHECKED BALL.

And just because you were good at physics doesn't mean a shit! I DON'T LIKE PHYSICS, OKAY?! I'M ARTS ORIENTED AND YOUR WRITING FUCKING SUCKS, NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK. YOUR STORIES WERE INCOHERENT AND YOUR VOCABULARY WAS TOTALLY INADEQUATE! And the arts are NOT worthless, you left-brained idiot, who hasn't even been in any drama cca.

And YOU DO NOT, I REPEAT, NOT HAVE AN OPEN MIND. You disparaged Mika even before you heard him. Your taste in music sure covers "five centuries" but of course, i'll remind you about all the music IN BETWEEN 1600 minstrel music and the Rat Pack.

and of course, MCR just HAS to suck because it has MEANINGFUL LYRICS and I LISTEN TO IT. BUT OF COURSE, I HAVE NOOOOO TASTE IN MUSIC just because I don't have a preference for jazz, partly because I get annoyed at the fluffy lyrics and over-recycled songs which everyone does over and over and over again.

Ah kay my rant is over. My brother is quite nice alot of the time, he's extremely chivalrous and sociable, if you will. Though he is far more elitist than I am. Not to mention, he is ridiculously ignorant of pop culture, believing it is unimportant. JUST WAIT, AL. you will one day get a motion about the media and cutting or celebrity-related stuff or WHATEVER. and the opposition will cream your ass.



Mmkay post over. May His Noodly Appendage be with you, RAmen.