Before you read my thoroughly depressing blog post, watch this. I loved this movie at the height of my dance passion. I still adore it AND i remember the steps. Lol. It's amazing. The songs are great too. I had canned heat stuck in my head for eight years before finally finding out it was canned heat and not candy. amazing.



I feel horrible. Like for no reason, though there are quite a number.

first one being mcr not showing up at the airport and instead going by bus. midas said so. some fools decided to run to the causeway without even knowing where to go. saw someone who looked suspiciously like lyn z at the airport. can't confirm if it was her or not, but she had a damn big entourage, and she was tattoo-ey, so maybe. think she got a haircut? if it really was her then she's very skinny in person. I couldn't say though. suspicious, especially since she pointed and stoned at all the fans pressing our shirts up against the arrival hall windows. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE lined out x 20. though I heard she wasn't supposed to be in asia. also it looked too bitchy to be her. doubt it. anyway. i realise that lyn z does look sweet. i seem to be becoming more receptive to people lately. =/

all that 5.30am usage of my stalking skills to find out the flight details gone to waste.

Oh well, at least I can rewrite my letter now. and I'll do my random superhero drawings, even if they're crap compared to cassie's and sharon's.

sharon kept giving me fucking false alarms and increasing my bloody heart rate. I also got car sick on the way to the fucking airport. three hours i'll never get back. but i get that there are circumstances.

I promise to bring Nadia back a surprise. D:

I have so many spare tickets now, for chrissakes.

anyway. just saw lucas grabeel's new video. it's heck weird and annoyingly repetitive but I still like it. you know why? because lucas+sex noises= i can't refuse it. not to mention gyrating against a statue and stroking it. the song is all throaty and hot and orgasmic.




Oh my god. it's 1.16am. that means in 18 hours i'll be on my way to the biggest night of my life.

So... why do I feel all shitty?

Disappointment is a horrible thing to have.


Lalala kino needs to find Nick and Norah's. They couldn't even find it on their own bookshelves. Losers. I settled just for the new it girl novel. I love cecily von ziegesar. she cranks these things out like street crack.


I haven't written anything at all lately, except for a crap poem.

anyway. i thought this was amusing.

1. Ray Toro
276 up, 27 down
Guitarist//backup vocalist of My Chemical Romance. Has nice, fleecy hair .. on his head.

Person: Which member of My Chemical Romance are you?
RAY TORO: I AM RAY TORO.
Person: Where's the rest of your band?
RAY TORO: They are nesting in my hair.


i'm scarily excited. I wish cassie were online to tell me everything's okay.