even i acknowledge how badly i need to change my blogskin. but urgh. laziness.

for the first time in a long time, I am blogging out of sheer boredom. Srsly. I just woke up and was bored. I planned to study but cannot bring myself to do that thang.

so last night I finally caught the rpattz disease ty. Me of all people. What is this, srsly! HE IS NOT EVEN ATTRACTIVE AND HE WAS ONE OF THE MOST IRRITATING THINGS EVAR AS CDIGGORY. What is this. Why do my insides feel deep lust for this dirty hobo. I have come to the conclusion that nadia is right and it is simply ontd's fault and otherwise I would not be going through this strange, hormonal phase.

I had a very odd dream about snape last night. Someone was chasing me cuz I had something, idk, then snape helped me by distracting the evil chaser and giving me directions to the burma underground railway. I kid you not. But somehow the attacker managed to get thisclose to catching me, and there was a dead end, but suddenly they pointed out this trap door and I was all -JUMPS- but the attacker thought I jumped to my death because the fall went on forever. Eventually however, I ended up in a british verz of Sears, and some nice lady helped me out, where I jumped aboard a Christmas choo-choo train on the road and sped away, free from harm.

Ergo, from this I learn that burma underground railway = British Sears.

Ty snape. I appreciate it. Just when I was all freaked out, you save me.


I wonder if this is somehow connected to the sudden onset of rpattz lust.

I am spending way too much time on ontd.


ffs someone save me from holiday boredom hell. I really just want to go out and spend some more fucking money but I already did that buying skirts and pajamas and tops and well you get the point. I feel like being in paragon rn and guzzling christmas coffee and then going the fuck off to centrepoint to lull around the loft and it's pretty things.

goddamn it. plus nobody is around to take me out.

whines like a little bitch. mree we are in a recession. ok recession. stfd.


I want to watch the summer house.