OK I AM NOT DONE WITH FEELING LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT WHAT THE FUCK CLEARLY AM WORTH NOTHING TO NOBODY I HATE BEING ALIVE CHRIST

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS GODDAMN HOUSE AND FORGET ALL THIS STUPID FUCKING SHIT WHAT THE FUCK WHY AM I SO DEFECTIVE I REALLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHAT FUCK THIS FUCK SCHOOL FUCK ME I NEED TO LEAVE THIS

GOD WHAT THE FUCK

one day I plan to wake up dead

people convincing me to stay alive are doing me a disservice