God. Today was really scary.

My stomch started hurting really bad during pe so i went to the bathroom and just sat there. it got so bad i felt like passing out... just sat there for an hour... I've never been in so much pain in my life. I just sat there... somehow i managed to fall in and out of sleep. In an stc bathroom. It was almost the end of recess before I came out...

So xinxin and teenie came with me to the general office so i could go home.

I couldnt even talk without my voice breaking. Could barely talk to my brother or my grandpa on the phone. Even this random admin staff said i looked very pale.

But i feel fine now. I just hope it's not anything serious...

Went to tuition then kenny rogers with cat.

saw an extremely squishable babyyyyyyy GOLDFISHYYY.

and also..

A COLE SPROUSE CLONE.

SERIOUSLY.

LIKE A TOTAL FREAKING CLONE.

WENT INTO THE FREAKING GAMING SHOP AND FROM BEHIND HE LOOKS EXACTO-FUCKING-LUTEEELY LIKE COLE.

the camo pants, the long black shirt, THE HAIR OMFG THE HAIR.. but he wore crocs so ew.

and his face is so average.

BUTHELOOKEDSOMUCHLIKECOLE AHAH

even though im kinda over dc now... that was stilll extremely freakkiiisshh.

and there was this skinny ass girl in the pet shop who was speaking a mixture of french and chinese.

i hate her already. HA.

she reminded me of jolie from tsl. aka katelyn pippy. stupid perky oabobewcwbjcd.

pfft. okay.

goshh poor ____ I SHALL PRAY FOR HER.

EVIL NATURE AHOHRWONC.

CAT'S A CAMWHORE.

hypocriteee ahaha.

Can totally see her turning into ___. With the spraying of the stroooooonnnngggg-ass fragrance that makes my lungs throb, the hair obsession, and now the camwhoring. NEXT IT'LL BE LEG BARING SKIRTS. GAAAAHAHAHAHAA.

went to vivo city today and watched Ash and Cat eat. I know their eating concepts by heart now. Then we went to Ben and Jerrys. HAHAHA I ALMOST TYPED B&JS... BJ.. WAHAHA. I was very perverted all day.

i still havent bought my scissor sisterrrsss album. pfft.

ga.

i'm heading off to 7 eleven now for my GATORADE and maggie noodles. nummay. 7 ELEVEN ITS A STORE AND MORE~

Well... life has been a little crappy lately...

Maybe I'll go join the math olympiad. I'm going to be taking more dance classes I think. I want to take singing lessons too.

I didn't get into SYF.

Why the fuck did everyone think I was gonna cry? It's not the end of the world. I have NEVER. EVER. cried in school, not even in NURSERY SCHOOL. I came close to it when my evil chinese teacher bullied me, but i held out.

Am I not allowed to be disappointed? WITHOUT HAVING TO BREAK DOWN IN FRONT OF PEOPLE?

And btw, it is not nice to go "I GOT INTO SYFFFF!!" every day in front of me <-- maybe i do have feeeelings HA. *coughhint*

WELL WHATEVER. We people backstage are the ones who make you look good anyway. LAWL.

WOW HAHA MY STOMACH JUST GAVE THE BIGGEST GROWL...

i guess thats a sign to go eat some food haha. I am going to be 48 kg by june. or i will stuff a caterpillar up my nose.

*pokes fat* GO AWAY!


HAHAHA I COOL. =) <-- TOO COOL FOR YOU.

mdbfcofbs my mind is being raped by SS... i shall spread the ss addiction.. MUAHAHA. HA.

Ehehehe I apologise for the very insecure rant.

But its myyy blog and i'll rant if i wanttt toooo.

I haven't updated in forever.

At least I have a password for it. So i can openly flame people.

Waaahaha.

Not that I'm planning on doing that.

*cough*___IsATerribleTeacherWTFCan'tEvenLookUpWhatPHAndAlkalinityIsStupidAssholeSayingStupidThingsAndAbusingTheMeanigOfIrrelevantPleaseFallIntoATestTube*COUUUGH*

Gaaha yeah so that sums it up.

I actually enjoy working. Cept when it's chinese. Fuck. It's time to go watch the chinese news.. BUT HOW WILL I KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT WITHOUT THE SUBTITLES?! DAMMNNNIT.

I love making recordings for people. So fuuun.


Kenan+Kel= CHILDHOOD MEMORIES.

www.myspace.com/kenanmuvafrikinthompson

www.myspace.com/therealkroc

KEL HAS BEEN DIVORCED AND HAS THREE KIDS.

THEY GROW UP SO FAST.

imma go listen to scissor sisters.

*ahem*<3 JAKE SHEARS.

Holiday Bluess...

That's meeeee...

okay i'm about to go totally assfucking cry-black-tears EMO right here so i won't blame you if you stop reading right here and stop talking to me forever HA.

ohmyGOD i hate school... i hate the stupid convent... Stupid cliques. Stupid teachers. Stupid lessons.

Yealifesucks.

I want to move.

Singapore arts school, anyone?

I'm alone on New Years Day. This is ridiculous.

*bangs head on keyboard* fuck you.

fuck everyoneeeee...

Unles you can magically cheer me up.

If you can, i'll bring sane marie out and you can enjoy her company.

I want a home.


haha wow that was really...

yeah.

gaahaa..

i'm sorry.

but i needed to let that out.

i had fun last night (room-trashing fun) but today is just.. neigerhausen...

I hate hormones. Die, hormones, die.