Once upon a midnight dreary
As I pondered weak and weary.

Only one thought came to mind.

We want to give a party.

Any kind of party.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gkafwzl-Vy8

You've got to go dig those holes. DIG IT OH OH OH. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zsxj66g6cug shia love. khleo was so cyoot.

I need to read holes.

Welcome, and thrice welcome, an inside scoop on what it's like to be obsessed. I identify with this kid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOCyK5-B_Ww

lemony snicket related- i think emily browning would make a beautiful vampire. THAT SKIN. And her inner darkness. ODD AND RANDOM, BUT I HEARD SHE'S POSSIBLY GONNA BE IN TWILIGHT OR SOMETHING. she's the most beautiful person ever, along with anthea amp. who just isn't human. WHY ARE ALL THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE AUSTRALIAN?! WTF!? *takes out -reasonstohateaustralia list- well here's another one for you.*


I had a FINALLY, FOR THE FIRST TIME, HAD A GEERARD dream. I was auditioning for some musical that he got cast in, then all his slutty blonde, megan fox look-alike fangirls came out, stroking him and kjsbdkjabd. He just had this amused look on his face. BTW THIS WAS 3 CHEERS GEE, not tbp gee. so yeah I was trying to impress him and stuff and then poof i forgot my lines. IT'S THE FANGIRLS' FAULT!

I need my shia porn.


I'm fucking unlucky this week. and its only tuesday.

bring it, I say.


and watch me jump off sembawang CC.

I'm sorry.

I don't know why, I'm just sorry.

For A, for J, for C, for all the people I don't know anymore.


Watched transformers- Loved it. didn't think I would, though it does have shia. You know why? Because it took me to another world instantly. -though, i really hate mikaela. sam deserves better, i don't care how sexy she is.- this is what movies are all about. transporting and restoring little bits of faith.

Real life is so disappointing and messed up.

All your heroes disappoint you, or don't exist, friends drift away, things you thought that mattered didn't at all, even.

You end up being stuck in a room full of crap, trying to cling on to your childhood, because you're sentimental to the point of idiocy/obsession.

"It's only dreams that keep us going, throughout this mortal life."


I'm also sorry for being so fake at school.


Well, perk up and smile, because you interact with human form tomorrow. And we'll never talk about this, because we don't talk about this. Because it makes things stupid and awkward.

So we can't, and we won't.

I'm sorry I didn't make an official post for IMCRD, but I was busy celebrating, watching LOTMS, wearing my shirt -HAHA YES THAT COUNTS-, checking out MCRSECRETS, watching mcr videos, EVERYTHING! and had a dope celebration/ illegal gathering with justine and nadia. I GOT TO TAKE GEE HOME.

MY GEERARDIAN ANGEL.

I don't even know how to describe this day, nothing could get me down. When you have no life, the best thing you can do is feel it through the music. [I COME UP WITH REALLY CRAPPY SAYINGS. IGNORE MY SORRY ASS.]


Whenever I see those posts about Gee not being superhuman and you being disenchanted, I get so scared and feel like I have to hug someone. But I'm also looking at a picture where Gee is staring straight into my eyes and THEY'RE NOTHING LIKE YOU SAID.

The man who screamed out during a concert about "SHITTY ASS ROCK BANDS ASKING YOU TO SHOW THEM YOUR TITS FOR BACKSTAGE PASSES" and how he wanted you to "SPIT IN THEIR MOTHERFUCKING FACES" just couldn't be what you say he is.

^ Yeah.


We, dedicated fans of My Chemical Romance.
Pledge ourselves to live, breathe and listen to MCR.
Regardless of country, MP3 player and age,
to build an army of MCR fans based on world domination.
So as to achieve happiness, peace and everything else for MC-fucking-R.

- Justine aka THE FUCKEN GEENIUS.


I'm not going to say anymore, just remember thaaaaaat...


WE ARE YOUNG, AND WE DON'T CARE! WU-OH! YOUR DREAMS AND YOUR FUCKING HOPELESS HAIR!


YES.

LIVE IT, LOVE IT, BREATHE IT.

EM SEE ARE.


I DON'T CARE IF IT'S ALL THE RAGE, BECAUSE MCR IS SO ABOVE ALL YOUR SHIT.

So. I'm finally updating and for some odd reason, am watching Harry Potter and the goblet of fire.

Don't ever watch a harry potter movie with me unless you wanna diss it too. here's a prime example: "Geesus, Voldemort isn't even scary looking. He just looks like paul bettany/ralph fiennes without a nose." "Anything with daniel radcliffe can't be very dark." "Wow, look at voldemort's hands! HE MUST USE SK-2!!!!!"

...yep. i still enjoy the ron/hermione thing though. the only reason i go. WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO GET IT ON FOR GEE'S SAKE.

So I watched King Lear. Um yeah Gandalf. He played an asshole pretty durn well ahaa. The girl from Havana Nights played Cordelia and she sucked like whuut. Her timing was horribly off. She was skinny though SHE LOOKS NOTSKINNY IN THE MOVIE. well anyone would next to that guy.

BUT OH!!!! THE WHOLE OF ELDDS WOULD CRY LIKE FUCKEN BABIES IF WE GOT TO PERFORM IN THAT THEATRE. Bajeebus, the acoustics and the technology is amazinggggggg! Their lighting is UNBELIEVABLE, it made the whole scene.

Oh I saw Teo Hui Min. But she sat upstairs while I was downstairs.

I frankly didnt understand most of the play. I shouldve read it before hand, and not fallen asleep. BAHAHAHA. it was wonderfully complex when my mom explained it to me later. and there were two cute actors. LMFAO.


I hyperventilated like a mad fuck today for debate tryouts. if i don't get in, my family will kick me out to the street, y'hear.

OKAY YOU STILL NEED TO WATCH THE DEVON AND CONOR SEX. BUT THIS WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE, I FUCKING GUARANTEE:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auNCfVCw844&mode=related&search=

AND THAT MY FRIENDS, ARE GERARD WAY'S HUMPS. DOIT.

Okay you need to watch this because: It will possibly aid you in getting over the sexy australians, and also you will laugh till you pee in your pants. IT HAPPENED TO SHARON. BAHAHAHA. sorry sharon. IF ONLY THEY'D MAKE OUT. I'D TOTALLY PAY THEM. braces look really hot on devon like whoa.

Devon in a cexy shirt and connor touching himself, BARBIE STYLEEE: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGAKjY2gyqI

I WANT CANDY DEAD: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqhSOc37NxE

LALALALA IT GOES AROUND THE WORLD DJ MARSKIIII: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSMXV57udzU

random devon eyecandy: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=15865490&albumID=0&imageID=12708449

So. I haven't blogged in a while. I prefer reading other people's.

OH SHIT I GOT PIZZA IN THE OVEN.

Maybe i'll edit this post later. well yeah. maybe. no promises.


I MISS ASH JUSTINE AND NADIA.

im lonely. I NEED NICE SIBLINGS WHO ARE ACTUALLY AROUND.

iWAS IT TOO MUCH TO WISH FOR A YOUNGER SISTER? GOD.

its not too late to adopt right?

A COUSIN, EVEN?

i don't know why i randomly thought of buffy the musical again. I haven't watched it since... I was maybe primary four. I suppose it's because the phrase "going though the motions" suddenly sprang to mind.

But really. I love that episode more than any other, regardless of the tv show or whatever. That's my favourite. It's got everything: Humour, witty songs with great emotional depth that are so fucking quotable, pain, doubt, betrayal, lust *HELLO SPIFFY SEXUAL TENSION*, and the revelation of Buffy's pain. and the makeout scene with spike at the end. I need to go dig out that video tape. AND BUY THAT SEASON. I only have the first season. Words cannot convey my love for this episode.

And this is why I pity kids today. They're probably never going to know the joys of Joss Whedon and the tortured hero named Buffy. They will never know the hotness of Spike and the sweetness of Willow and Tara.

I miss my childhood.

just wishing to ponder the wonder that is the fascination with gays. Why is watching gay men make out so damn sexy.

QUINTEMIGLIA LIVES! I shall go write some.

maybe i'll get to put milo in a skirt again. HURHUR you never know.


I feel sad for not going today.


I have a shitload of homework, damn.

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DO IT! IT'S SENSIBLE I SWEAR.

i got my weekly fill of books from kino today, i bought lolita and interview with the vampire. yes i bought anne rice.

anyway, i buy something from kino like every week. it stems from my insatiable urge to purchase something from taka, and it's better than spiraling away into debt in marc jacobs.

Damn lolita is a good book. i'm only on the 8th page but it's amazing. The language, the imagery, the disturbingly convincing solipsism...

I'm so excited for this book. It's like falling in love for the first time. when you start a really good book and you desperately want to know what's at the end of it, but don't want to rush it so it can be savoured.

i'm sorry, i come up with terrible analogies.

He makes paedophilia sound almost acceptable. Although I would have to point out that Lolita did kind of corrupt him further, the creepy kid.

Vladimir Nabokov. I have a feeling you have earned a spot on my favourite books list.

WHERE'S CASHIEEEE. I haven't spoken to her in like a week.

first, please take my friends test. scroolll down.


hi, i feel like having a 2am breakdown. yay me.

i feel like such an idiot. everyone else seems to have something they're really good at, and they're getting known for it and accomplishing things. Yes, blahblah I know I have my own special talents deep inside big fucking yay, but everyone is DOING SOMETHING WITH THEMSELVES.

I never fucking stuck to anything. I gave up ballet (which i actually loved alot but was too damn lazy and now... NOT 100 pounds and under so obviously i can't go back to that), I gave up piano, I gave up guitar, I don't even practise my fucking drums every week.

and I'm too scared to go take some drama class on my own.

can't even do any fucking CIP.

I always wanted to be one of those whee-creepy-perfect musical theatre-straight As-perfectly healthy-overachiever kids. Instead I'm wasting my damn life away in front of a computer writing things no one is ever going to see unless whoop-dee-doo I magically get myself published one day.

I always say I'm going to do something tomorrow, and then I put it off and two years later I'm sitting in a room without a lightbulb.

I'm happily spending all my time in the what-if world, while the real world pretty much just zooms by, sort of yeah-seeya-round-sucka fashion.

Maybe Xin Yi's right, academia should be my number 1 and I should just stop living inside the song already.

Music's just a series of pretty notes anyway right.

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I fucking love jake garrison. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMGlbBv2yaw&mode=related&search=

He's my bitch.


thanks alot justine. I'm just going to laugh whenever sylar comes on now.