I don't think anybody really knows how beautiful scissor sisters' songs can be.


Just call me when the phone stops ringing , thanks for coming by
I'm just glad I'm on your good side
Where it's smoldering or freezing, It's never all that easy to decide.

Anyway. Today was really productive. Two CaMashie parodies produced today. VERY PRODUCTIVE INDEED.

See You Again CaMashie style and Scenewhore Theme Song (to the tune of potential breakup song).

Pretty much genius.

I don't know if I have homework. I do know that I have a doozy of a lit project which I've done nothing about. :D but I really love TKAM. I think I'm slightly obsessed with it. Quotes seem to spill out of my mouth. And I associate life events to the events in the book.

I owe all my witty banter to TKAM.


I love my guitar more and more everyday.

But I'd like another one. Blue acoustic thingamabobie. Wishlist!

Lalala I haven't anything moar to blog about.


Um...

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, BRUTHA!

relieved.

Life was good when it gave me the fogell dream.

Jumping into the matstone river and feeling the warm, happy, reckless cement with my peers and forgetting what it was like to have pressure and leave school at 8pm.

thank god for escapism.


mad pop reigns in my universe. aqua, aqua, they just don't make em like they used to!

i don't have time to do things anymore and my brother thinks i'm ungrateful for not showing up for debate and my mother thinks that too they say it's all for my own good but i hate it I HATE IT

i don't have time to even get better at chinese or pass math or get good grades because I DON'T HAVE TIME TO GO TO TUITION OR STUDY BECAUSE DEBATE IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE i don't even have time to really go to that creative writing class which I've wanted for so long but I'm going anyway


i'm doing so badly at everything

everyone i need is so far away

i met someone i threw away today but i was too scared to talk to them so i didn't

i can't even do graphs

i need to drop something but I can't afford to

i don't want any of it anymore

please make it go away

i can't even cry out loud because they can hear it

i can't find my homework

it's all wrong

i don't grow up like you do



how do people be happy



there's a reason i'm always alone and nobody understands half the time i wish i were part of the crowd cliche i know


i'm failing

and everybody blames me for it