STILL SEE THE SUNLIGHT IN YOUR HAIIIIIIIIIR
OH OH!
I'VE BEEN MISSING YOUR STRAWBERRY KISSES, CUZ NOTHING'S AS SWEET, THE TASTE STILL DRIVE ME CRAZY!
I'VE BEEN WISHING MY STRAWBERRY KISSES COULD FLY THROUGH THE WIND FROM ME TO YOU!

I just felt the need to share that.

Hmm yes. Anyway. Some things to ponder lately.

1) I seem to be growing in tolerance for demi lovato. OMG LIKE SRSLY. WHAT IF I END UP LIKING HER LIKE HOW I MUST CONFESS I NOW LIKE SELENA?!?! The vagchin is getting back at me. see the pun i made thurr.

2) Why have I not watched star king in ages? BRING THE LULZ BACK PLS. Although wingyi's blog song does that already. omg like pajama party HAHA. Not insulting you wing, just loling. TELL ME WHY DOES KOREA BRING SO MUCH LULZ? EVERYBODY PLS INSERT WONDER GIRLS PUN... HERE!

3) Cheena bawa zhuwa! It is rly tamil for great wall of cheena and not actually a chinese dialectic swear word. believe me. NO JUSTINE, NOT LIKE THE LINKIN PARK SONG, WTF.

4) It is sunday night and i have not had the urge to bake all day. what is happening to me?!?! Maybe i should FORCE myself to make cookies. Maybe. Yes. Later. After princess diaries. Omg how much did i love anne hath then. Y SO PRETTY?! Now you just irritate me. ... Now I want to see chris pine pls.

5) We never did do it on the weekend, did we, Click Five? Okay that wasn't the ponder part. WHEN WILL KEVJO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET. I'M LIKE WATCHING LIVING THE DREAM RN AND... JUST GOSH.


LOL omg sry. I think I'm making fo fadia happy with all this blogging.

gah i'm like breaking out -NOT IN THE MYCY KIND OF WAY- and it's sew nasty my face hurts.

omg pd is starting. I'M SO HAPPY. MEMORIES. Mia's room and her tower were like my DREAM. OMG LOL I RMB SANDRA OH AS PRINCIPAL NAO. OH HEYYY CRISTINA. y so fierce with scootering, mia? tbh, i think i looked like pre-makeover mia in primary school except far far far far far less fierce. i have to admit that any movie with mandy moore must be watched. because i said so. omg punnage there i go again. ahhh michael was so adorable omfg. michael >chris pine. even though i ttly loved chris pine. i need to stop ranting about pd now. to quote crack, "MUST... NOT... REVEAL... FANGIRLYNESS!"

omg at sudden urge to watch akazukin chacha. lurking on wingyi's blog gives me anime vibes. OMG AT SEVERE OVERUSE AT OMG IN THIS POST SRSLY.


okay idc posting now to entertain nadia.

just to -omg i can't think of the word. AHA- PLACATE nadia, i shall blog again.

hmm so today basically consisted of like 12 hours of delicious sleep, canceling on mrs kao, watching too much selena + that annoying ep of HM, playing far too many miley songs on the geetar, messaging random people like joyce who went "I wanted to come watch the sunset with u" out of nowhere and was at suntec with her "parents" jennow. oh and spent too much time looking at frances bean pictures thanks to ontd. i have to admit she is quite pretty. EYES!

still feeling sickeywickey.

thinking of RQs in my head rn. just asked justine one. appropriate wth ensued.

i just realised that my geetar is like squashing mr teddy eastwell. -moves mr eastwell-

am currently enjoying listening to katherine mez, one of miley's random buddehz. okay i am actually lurking facebook too. BUT IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!! I'm just looking at profiles. AND NOT YOURS, EITHER. As in, not anyone who reads this blog so HA.

omg wow that sounds totally suspicious.


i haven't written anything in a fuck long time. i am so creatively... blocked. ugh. my fictionpress is sew dead to the world.


i r sleepy. i'm too used to dropping at like 9.45pm these days. and it's saturday night! gosh! LET'S DROP!


OT but my heart rate speeds, and you shall not know why.


I feel intensely stupid for missing you.


quiztime! stolen from jody's age-old lj which i thought was locked forever but apparently wuzn't so... yeah. hurr i go!

1.If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Moodswing, feeling like shit, feeling shy, stomachache. one or more of the above.

2.If someone hit you, what would you do?
Hit them back twice as fucking hard till there's a fucking imprint of my hand on them.

3. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
Ex meaning? Ex crush? Will not answer due to lack of clarification.

4. Have you ever had a one night stand?
It was hot hate sex and it. Was. Awesome.

5. If so would you again? and if not, would you?
Bring it on.

6. Last time you laughed?
Idk. Couple hours ago during boston legal i think.

7. Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
i don't think so.

8.Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
lol no should i be. -wiffles eyebrows-

9.Would you ever date your best friend?
of course. it's the perfect mandymoorefictionpressfluff kind of way all good love stories start out right.

10. Have you ever received sexy pics from someone?
... yes.

11. Do you regret anything from your past?
omg lol like everything? starting with my conception.

12.If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
you phrase that like a question. cmon revenge is the first thing that you'd do, so why wait?

13. How do you react when people cry around you?
hug them and never try to force anything out that they don't want to share. rub their shoulders. say aww ____ it's okay. take them to the bathroom to help clean them up and calm them down.

14. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
just hold it if you want to, don't play games like that.

15. Last argument?
friday.

16. Last Kiss?
undisclosed.

17. Would you kiss them again?
but that implies that i answered the previous question!

18. Are you jealous of this person?
LOL WHAT PERSON? random.

19. Would you ever take off ur clothes for money?
depends on how much. LOL probably not. unless it's some kinky private game between- okay not finishing that sentence.

20. Do you have a crush?
Who doesn't?

21. Do you know how to swim?
Yes. Not well, but yes. I CAN SOMERSAULT, BITCHES!

23. What are you listening to?
Goodbye by She'sjustbeingMilehh.

24. Last beverage?
Orange juice, to fill my system with vitamin c so that i may recover from this bout of unwellfullness.

25. Last nap?
ummm. thursday. during the women's rights forum. LOL YES.

26. Do you own a planner?
No. used to during my ocd phase but not anymoar.

27. Favorite month(s)?
April, October (after exams), December

28. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant?
Duh throw a fit and tell me how i've ruined my life.

30. Would they be mad if you turn gay?
Yes. omg my dad is a bonafide homophobe and my mom goes "ew!" everytime she sees lesbian kissing. fucks. anyone can fall in love with anyone, you don't get to choose.

31. What will you be doing tomorrow?
That would be on monday, since it is now technically sunday. tuition and studying prolly.

32. Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you?
Undisclosed.

33. Friends who you like most?
Lazy plus they know who they are.

35. What time is it now
12.45am. it was like 11ish when i started this quiz lolz.

36. Fav color?
turquoise and rainbow.

37. Are you racist?
hate racism or any kind of discrimination.

38. Excited for anything?
my life to be over. OMG SRY IGNORE MY EMOCITY. lol emocity>emoness.

39. What day is it today?
Sunday.

40. Would you ever steal someones bf/gf?
No. that would be awful. if that person's boyfriend or girlfriend really liked me they'd have to break up with that person before i'd let things go any further. i realise some still recognise that as stealing, but i don't.

OMG FINE FINE FINE.

i'm just about to go sleep actually. it is 11pm on friday night and i feel good about that. prolly the only thing i feel good about rn.

first of all, i have just begun a sore throat, which causes me great displeasure. i don't even want to eat anything and would just rather consume gagallons of oj -insert token "NOTSIMPSON"- and take shitstacks of pills.

secondly, my report book is officially the ugliest thing in the world. i never failed anything -except life mebbe- and now i have this evil black mark underneath the score of 47 for chemistry. oh that science and i were never fated to be.

thirdly, it is not my fault i like pictures. SO PEOPLE SHOULD STOP OSTRACIZING ME VIA THE INTERWEBS. Like seriously, you take the photos, therefore they should be there for someone to see, no? Basic logic of peasants, is what it is. I appreciate them, unlike most. This is what friendship has come to. This is the test. This is the lighted splint and it is being extinguished with a pop sound, people.

I threw in a chem analogy for you.


Anyway, today was teacher's day, then chinese oral, then cap meeting, then tuition. bloody tired please.

Best teacher's day so far at stc. the 3j dance always bringing the fierce, and then video was like radcore to the immensely.

"MR STEPHEN'S SEXY THIGHS!"

rhythmic gym failed though. wtf ropes. tudgeman does NOT approve.


I think i did reasonably well for oral. I read the passage okay, and my hui hua wasn't too bad. I managed to say quite a lot, and even wanted to say moar but bb foo stopped me.


cap meeting did it's thing. came late, had to be found by cashinator. later sat with cassie and rohan and michael i don't actually know his name and that other girl and xinyi. came up with several good suggestions for improving litsem.

key takeaways from this session: STOP RI!!!


get back and tell me something i don't know rapeth mindeth. team delena kthx.


Hold me, like you mean it, like you miss me.

Here is where I cheat and do double birthday posts. It's not my fault your birthdays are so close!

Happy Birthday to CATERINA LING YU RAN. Have fun on Saturday :D:D:D I love you and miss you and so does Wing Yi, who still complains that she wants her chocolates.

Happy Birthday to SQUIGGLY. There. WE STOOD IN THE RAIN -BUT NOTHING'S EVER GOANNA CHANGE- LITERALLY!

Will not quote Click Five.

Ha.

No moar nadia stalks brainwaves!

However, to torture you...


Post over.

nadia stalks brainwaves :O:O:O

hmm so today was history and math where i proceeded to double over in pain thanks to the disgusting stress stomachache i had and ttly caused me to phail. yeah disappoint myself again. wtebs. it's over. a math tomorrow. i studied for like a gabilliam hours today and still do not feel any smarter. damn i need to sleep and stop kylie-ing. but studying calls my name. so does food actually. i'm not rly hungry but i just feel like satisfying my oral fixation.

yeah icu hurhur-ing back thurr.

why is zooey deschanel so unforgivably cute. nomnomnom her cuteness.

hmm early jenny lewis makes me feel strange. she looks like [CLAIRE DANES. EW. WRONG. WTF JUST STOP THAT NOW] she needs a burger and a dance teacher. lol terrible moves bb. just stick to moneymakering k. tbh i do not get wtf this song is about. i'm sry it's too profound, rilo. "I CANNOT DO DA ~FRUG". okay i get the overall point but wtf most of it is so random.

swoosh!

blaaahhh i really don't have anything to say. like how people use random olympics things to fill up their posts. no i r not pointing fingers. i'm sorry i have such a deeply vested lack of interest in sports. ice skating and gymnastics are the only sports i would ever watch if i ever even watched.

so yes. that concludes my postage.

need to go study more math nao.

hoars!

i need to be different.

i'm terribly irritated with being me.

go and study, fucker!

"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love you shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the tv-program I saw the night before and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your hair, your neck. Sit on the steps, thinking, 'till your neighbours come home. Sit on the steps 'till you come home. Worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm worried and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're beautiful, hold you when you're anxious, hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean just because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself. But I'll tell you the worst of me but try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you. And somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love I have for you."

omg i found it finally. 2002 memories. i still <3 you azura. lol at me still remembering the lyrics gosh.



omg @ bernie mac dying. it's so sad. :(


anyway, i have started dawson's creek with my mom. i cannot get over how adorable katie was kthx. and omg michelle williams actually being really pretty. what happened to you bb? the show is rly cute. it's kind of like gilmore. but the dialogue is sorta ridiculous NOBODY TALKS LIKE THAT IRL. let alone teenagers.

OH OH OMG EVERYBODY HAS TO WATCH THIS. it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever watched in my life. you will cry, no lie. it's so true, too.



crazy. i want to do something like this one day.

i am finally updating yay me.

hmm so i've got a confezn! -ha ha ha ha. no.- i really want to buy breakout like yesterdayyy. i srsly did not expect her to do something like bottom of the ocean which i really like. although the lyrics aren't that great. and most of her songs are insanely random but some are growing on me. and she did push her vocals. although she is banshee screeching in some songs.

I like: Goodbye, Simple Song, Bottom of the Ocean, Breakout, 7 Things -oh totes inoez u luvs it too-, Four Walls
ear-bleeding: Full Circle, Driveway
tolerable: Don't Walk Away, Fly On The Wall, though it gets annoying.
Loltastic: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun. Wtf Miley?! Wake Up America. omg i loled and loled. but it is rly painful tew.

well that wasted some time.

fail at people going offline just when i come back.

urgh now i have to do my freaking cap application for litsem. i doubt i will even get in kthx. BUT AT LEAST I'M DOING IT WITH CASHIE :D:D:D

... that could've been phrased better.

ugh i also have to do my freaking chinese.

SO SLEEPY.

yay for splat tomorrow.

rectangular cupcakes win at life.

Omfg i miss splat so fucking much. Especially the peoples like joel and kar ann -or should i say sac.- and all teh gang members and inhumanly pretty ashley -we need to go watch her random singaporean production!- and slightly insane alex and shyval (i do NOT know how to spell his name. shival? shaval? what?). mostly joel and kar ann though. JOEL'S FIERCENESS WILL NOT BE ARGUED WITH. HE IS A REAL DAMIAN KTHX. Except wayyy too skinny. oyes joel i know you measured your waist.

I'm far too lazy to properly recap things and i shall let that fall to mandy.

hmm so there was me getting my hair and makeup done by this dude called iggy. no iggy pop jokes people! and then we had to go into public and eat. oicu hooker mandy. there was yan xuan losing her shit and in the end it was with her dad. OHYES. there was quite mild freaking out backstage. i get less nervous everytime i go onstage. YAYME. I'm scared to see what will soon be up on youtube though. there was feeling like a major celebrity when random people wanted to take pictures with me. there was major hugging with cast and stc peoples. there was the radcore singing with joel and kar ann backstage in the corridor feeling like hobos.

anyway the entire experience was just chock-full of awesomeness. was exhausted when i got home though. fell asleep within five minutes of hitting the couch.

nabeh gotta find you rapes my mind. CASHIE'S FAULT. WHO IS NAO A JOBRO FANGIRL KTHX. I'VE LOST ANOTHER ONE TO THE DARK SIDE. Oicu secretly shane gray-ing.

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joe jonas is so cute
i need 2 find him!

best comment. btw epic lulz at the magical backup when he sings alone next to a lake.


k nothing left to say. will probably further elaborate on splat when other people post about it. aside from nadia who already has.

Omg omg omg so random zydrate anatomy rapes my mind. WHAT THE FUCK.

but tbqmfh i cannot wait to see repo. it looks so lulzsome. but phail at the alexa vega. just go back to your plush sleepiver and do not attempt to sing again kthx. o alexa vega thanks for the phail. but i'm rly just going for paris.

in other mindrape news, three different verzs of i think we're alone now are doing things to me. especially the birthday massacre's verz. LOL DIDN'T A CERTAIN BAND RESEMBLING ATL HAVE THEM AS A FRIEND. it's so skating rink. i love it. I LOVE THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M AT A SKATING RINK, ALL YOUNG LOVE AND VOCODER-Y AND FEELING THE RUSH, YKNOW.

hmm i was so glad when today was like over. yay for two fucked up tests. i ttly rambled for lit and idk wtf i inferred for history. so phailing that. all the studying wuz fer nothing. thanks for nothinggg.





YAN XUAN AND SHIEN LING ARE VERY CUTE PEOPLES.

That is all.